I'm sorry :(

I'm sorry for the pain that I've caused everyone... I'm sorry that I walked into your life and caused you to look out for me...
I thank you for being there for me no matter what.. You have been the best friend a girl could ask for... You have been there for me when nobody was there for me... but I am not good for you... June will probably be the best thing that has ever come to you because you will be rid of me... It's what is best for you, me, and us... The past 6(ish) months has been the best 6 months of my life.. I thank you for that! Remember that I do love you and that I will always be here for you and you will always be the Piderman to my Baman...
Right now, I am about to cry and there are a ton of people around... I have so much more to tell you but I don't know how...

I love you <3

Baman

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Ever have those days where you just want to curl up with your blankie and a sad movie and forget about the world?  That day is today... I don't want to talk to anyone, I don't want to be around anyone.. I just want to be with my blankie, a sad movie, maybe some tea and forget about the world... Just for today please? I want to forget all the hustle and bustle of the outside... I want to forget that there is such a thing as good and evil... I just want to be by myself... Maybe I'm asking too much especially since I have a roommate and a puppy that needs lots of attention.... Oh well, life will move on regardless of whether or not I get this time... so here's to me enjoying the quiet...

much love <3