So I've decided in order to not hurt myself anymore, it's time that I break away from some people. I'm not saying that I'm going to completely annihilate them from life, I'm just saying that I'm going to make myself a little less available and a little less willing to keep conversations going, etc. I just need to become less attached. This person is living their own life and I think that I need to be a little less involved in it. I have no control over this person's actions, who they talk to, or what they say. I need to understand that. I think they need to understand that no matter what I'll be there, just not so readily available to help them through their problems. I need to learn to say "Eh" when it comes to people coming to me with their problems. If this makes me a bitch then so be it. I'm tired of putting all my heart in soul in someone and them not giving a shit about me. I'm tired of being the one that EVERYONE comes to and me not having anyone to go to. I have always been everyone's everything and I'm tired. The mental exhaustion that comes along with this responsibility is unreal. One day I hope that my loved ones will realize what I meant to them.
Loves to all....
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